confident

I feel confident today. I wear my smile as a suit of armor. I bat my bright green eyes at the world, and take them by storm...most days that is. Some days I feel lower then dirt so I thank god for days like this. I picked up a second job to help get myself out of the hole I am in, and today was my first full day alone. I don't want to say my coworkers aren't friendly, but lets just say there not out for your success....Needless to say I had to think on my feet. This is where i'm thankful for my people skills. As long as you can stay positive you can talk yourself, and mainly anyone else off the ledge as well. One of the other servers I work with is an older woman named Ruby, I guess you'd say shes the b i t c h of the group, but we've taken to one another quite nicely...you know what they say about birds of a feather haha I think the others are a little intimidated. I know what I know and I don't take crap from anyone, if anything i'd think they'd rather work with someone down to earth, but...not so much. I was also bustin out some spanish to the kitchen staff that they gruffed at as well. Today was a do or die kind of day, or like i've mentioned before eat or be eaten.  I'm proud that I have the skills I do. Im glad I had all those crazy jobs growin up where I learned patience and management skills. People are ignorant because they don't know better themselves. Hard work never goes unnoticed even if it takes far too long to get noticed. The greatest reward comes to you at the end of your life...when all is said and done I want to stand before god and say with a clear conscience and a whole heart that I couldn't have done anything better.