blessings

I've been writing this blog at a seemingly depressing time in my life, but today I want to step outside of myself  and count my blessings. My mind has been so wrapped up in whats wrong in my life, and not enough of whats right. Harping on bad break ups, unpaid bills, my lack of sleep and starvation. From experience I know that what doesn't kill you indeed makes you stronger, and knowing that alone has gotten me through. I have some of the most incredible people in my life today, some amazing opportunities for me to better myself and I would be a foolish woman not to acknowledge that. I have 2 jobs, sure they drive me nuts and some days its not as easy as I hope, but I have to remember that people struggle to find one job and I was blessed to find 2. I have stacks of bills that I can't even look at sometimes for fear of crying, but they are bills that have accrued because I am lucky enough to own my own home at 23. I drive a nice car, I may not have much but I have worked hard to have the things I do. With that being said the bills seem worth it almost. I have an incredible roommate who I am not only blessed to have the financial support, but to have such an amazing person to stand beside me threw my mess that I call a life right now. Also my girlfriends you all know who you are if your reading this. We have fallen apart, we have grown together, and for the rest of my life I will carry us threw the best way I can. We were and still are just a couple of kids trying to save each other....FINALLY I see it in color...and as hard as it is the reality of that is beautiful. I am wise beyond my years, aged to not quite perfection, but I am better then I used to be and that's a blessing in itself. The moral of my story today is remember the little things, remember why your here and where your going. The troubles are just road blocks god puts down to test you. My heart is strong and so is my will....by all means...LET IT RAIN